I never thought I would be the person to end up resorting to something like this.
I saw myself as the strong one.
Boy was I wrong. You broke me. And for that I must say I love you.
You broke my down to nothing and built me back up again to the person I have always wanted to be.
When we broke up it sent a shock through me, through my life. I always knew the possibility of it was there but I continued to tell myself that this was forever.
When it first happened I resented you. How could you hurt me? After everything we went through after everything that we spent time building together, how could you hurt me? After the countless nights filled with memories and all the inside jokes and late night car rides, how could you hurt me? You said things like, it doesn't feel the same or maybe we'll end up together again but that didn't help. It only made it worse. It made me realize that I wasnt what you wanted. You didn't want me anymore.
And after all of that I still love you. You are me. You are a part of me that I will never be able to get rid of. I love you for everything that you are and everything that you will be. I love you while you're with her. I love you unconditionally.
Simply because that is all I know how to do.
An Open Letter To The Guy I Will Always Love