I just want to thank you for helping me create such an amazing little blessing. I hate how you left me when we were supposed to be a family. I hate how you chose another girl over your daughter. I hate how you got her pregnant barely a month after you left me and our daughter that I was pregnant with at the time. I hate how you called our daughter “retarded and inbred”, which by the way, she is neither. I hate how she will never have you in her life. I hate how you deny that she is even your and how you haven’t even checked on how she’s been during any of my pregnancy. I’m due to have her soon. And when you first left I thought I couldn’t do this on my own. But I’m not doing it on my own. I have my family, friends and even your family there to help me. It’s sad that you’re family even chose me and our daughter over you and your girlfriend and y’all’s son you made. I really wished you had grown up. I didn’t care that you left me. I still don’t. What hurts is that you left an innocent child. Your girlfriend has made threats towards me. And you didn’t care. You didn’t even care that she threatened to cause me to miscarry. She acts like she’s gonna be giving birth to your first child but both our families know the real story. They know I’m the one having your first baby. But because of how you treated me and because of everything you said to me about me and our daughter, you won’t get to have the chance to know her.
When she finally arrives, I will be the one who gets double the kisses and cuddles. I will be the one to get to play with her and teach her to walk and talk, to ride a bike, and shoot a gun. I will be the one she runs to when she has a boo-boo that needs kissed. Someday, she will want to meet you I’m sure. And maybe, by then you will be more grown up than you are now. I won’t ever lie to her and tell her I don’t know who her biological father is. I saved our photos just so she could see the happy memories we did make and so she knows what her father looks like. But until she asks to reach out to you, you won’t be in her life. I don’t want you doing the same thing to her as you do to everyone else by walking in and out of lives. Someday I WILL meet a man who will treat both me and her as we deserve. And that will be her step father. She will call him what she wants to but she will still know who helped create her. Like I said, I’m not going to lie to her about you. When she’s old enough and she decides to try to meet you, if you want to meet her at that point, then that’s fine. And hopefully she can meet her half brother. BUT, your (whatever she is by then) will NOT be allowed anywhere near my daughter. I’m sorry (not really) but I do not, and never will, trust her. She will NEVER be allowed around my child.
Anyways, I just wanted you to know that I thank you for our daughter. (Scratch that.... MY daughter). Thank you for helping create her. Because she is truly the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I can’t wait to give birth to her and watch her grow. I also wanted to say thank you for the good memories we did make. I’m sorry we didn’t work out and that you no longer wanted a family with me. Like I tell everyone, you weren’t a terrible boyfriend/fiancé. But I hope you get life figured out and that you grow up and man up and make your step dad proud of you someday. I will always love you, but I’m glad I can finally say I am happy without you and I’m not IN LOVE with you anymore.... have a wonderful life.