I killed myself at the age of 35 and no one noticed.
It was not their fault, it was mine.
I moved far away, got married to a person who had mental issues and I tried to make him comfortable by cutting off my security.
I cried out for help and no one was there. I messaged my husband on hangouts and WhatsApp with no reply. I messaged my sister this morning and she did not respond. I called my parents and no one was home.
I drown in a pool and left my three-year-old son alone downstairs for hours before my husband noticed.
I slit my wrist in the bathroom while all the kids were sleeping.
I threw myself down the stairs.
I went out the front door and walked to the highway. I waited for a truck to get close enough and then jumped infant of it.
I took all the pills I could find in the medicine cabinet.
I sat in my car on, in the garage.
I have no one who cares for me because I did not care enough for them.
Maya Storm
