Broken Hearts

Dear Mrs. ___________ First off I'd like to say that I mean no harm with this letter, and I am respectfully trying to get you to understand how your words to your son caused a great deal of pain for me. I have thought about how you might be seeing things, and have concluded that some of your fears about me are rational, but other things you are saying are just plain cruel. You don't like that I have a mental illness, so you told your son to give up on me and that I was "dangerous". I get that you want what is best for your son, and as I will be a mother someday, I would want the same. But do you remember how happy he was with me? Isn't the best thing for anyone what makes them smile the most? I know a mental illness may seem scary and yes I have extremely injured myself before (...
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It isn't fair to you. It isn't fair to me. Going in to this, we already saw the ending. The conclusion to this beautiful partnership we have created. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. About all of the fond memories we already have only four months into this. All of the help you've given me, all of the advice and long conversations. I honestly cherish every moment spent with you, but is it possible that's why it's so special? Almost equal to all of the time spent thinking about the good times, I think about the end. Is that why we have such quality time together? Is that why I love you in a way that I never thought was possible? I know I know. I'm being really sappy and corny. But, when most people break up there's a good reason. You know without a shadow of a doubt that they...
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I know this letter will never reach you … but My god it have been a roller coaster of emotions… I can even begin to tell you how hard this is for me … The week that I stop talking to you must have been one of the hardest week of my life… I wanted to call you … I wanted to tell you how much I love you … how I new we could work trough anything … I wanted to catch a plane … find you and give you a kiss … to make you feel the love that I feel for you … to once again make you see why we had lasted so long … to let you see all the love that I had for you … It was extremely painful… seeing the hours pass… and as every second of the day past … the pain just grew deeper … I didn’t eat… I didn’t sleep much … pretty much I was drinking everyday … to try to make time pass faster … I wanted...
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Dear Derek, We never really talked about forever but I'm sure we both did not see this day coming. I mean of course couples get mad and think about breaking up but the idea of it actually happening and sticking to it is a whole different story. Right now as I'm righting this we've been broken up for only 2 days (almost) and it's going completely wrong. All I want to do is call you and tell you that I'm sorry and that I forgive you for the mistakes and that I'm on my way over to hug you and never let you go. That's just how I feel but I also feel like everything happens for a reason and if our breakup actually went through signed, sealed and stamped then maybe this is where we should be. I have been asking God why, how did we get to this point when we both loved each other no...
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This letter is to make you aware of all the things you have done unto my family, unto the father of your children and most importantly to your children. You will NEVER as in NEVER fathom the extent of damage your actions has caused us all. Your devious plans, your emotional abuse and potty mouth has caused irreparable damage to us as a couple (yes we are a married couple now, because I married the father of your kids because you didn’t want to be married to him anymore – YOU left him for another, just be reminded of that please). I on the other hand can also not fathom or wrap my mind around a few things you have said and done, I will list them for you and in some cases try to carefully indicate why I am struggling to understand, so here goes: 1. My husband, your ex husband and...
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It’s been 4 months since you told me you love me to infinity, and that you will never leave me. It’s been also 4 months since you bid good bye. How ironic, isn’t it? The pain struck me all of a sudden. You left me behind hanging, feeling like having no reason to go on. How can I fight for someone whom I love with my all, if he had already given up? Yes, it was really hard for me to lose you. But, it’s even harder to stay by your side, knowing that you don’t want me to be there anymore. I’ve been always the girl who puts your happiness first; I’ve been always the girl who never let your stomach empty, well because I know you might turn into a monster real quick. In a blink of an eye, everything has changed. You used to crave for my presence, and I used to overcome your thirst of my love....
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It will be five years since we lost you this december, and 5 years have never felt so long. five years without my very best friend. 5 years of waking up every morning having to face the reality of life without you. 5 years of talking to you in my head all day long hoping and praying that your listening and that the strength that you carried through your life can some how be reflected onto me. 5 years of wondering if I'm the only little sister that got left with so much pain when i lost my big brother. there was nothing more comforting than knowing i had my brother to protect me. you had imbedded in me since birth that if anyone hurt me they would have to answer to you. lt was like i had an imaginary shielld around me because my big brother was only phone call away. you gave me the...
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I remember the day like it was yesterday I got up like any other day. I needed to enroll my daughter into school and I wasn't to thrilled about. But we went there it was a Friday morning she'd attended the school before so I didn't think they'd need her birth certificate so I didn't take. The lady in the office was talking to some family members and of course said they couldn't enroll her without the birth certificate. Even though she pulled up her fill on the computer. I think she just didn't want to be interrupted. But whatever again I hate the school. So we left and she went home I went on to work. I text my son to let him know how it went and to rant. He was working. I told him everything he was my best friend. And he could usually calm me down. That was my last text to my...
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Dear girl who dates my husband, The first and probably most important thing I want you to know is that I don’t hate you. I’m sure you think I do, but honestly I don’t. I feel sorry for you. Not in the condescending sense of the word, but in the sympathetic sense because I’ve been where you’re going. I’m not mad at you for dating him nor am I mad that you slept with him while we were married and still together. I’m sure the reasons he’s given you for straying showed me in a bad light and probably tugged on your sympathy strings. He’s good at playing the victim. You may be a completely normal person who has simply made a bad choice, or you may sleep with everyone. I don’t know nor do I really care. It’s irrelevant. But one thing you should keep in mind is that he has already proven to...
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Dear Thief, I scrolled through your photos today. I'm not really sure why, but I thought it might help me let go of the feelings that I keep telling myself are stupid and don't exist but the photo of you two together, hand in hand, has burned in my memory and now the feelings won't stop bugging me. Not so much because of how beautiful you look or the smile that he has because of you, but because you do not actually love him the way I do. You will never understand how many tears I poured out for that boy every night, hoping that one day he would come knocking at my door and I'd pull him into my arms and finally, I would know exactly what home would feel like. You took that from me, without even trying really. Selfishly, you went through with it for your own benefit, just as a...
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