Broken Hearts

You won’t be able to know this and I don’t want you to. But against my better judgement, I am writing this now assure myself I have done the right decision. I miss you so much. I never enjoyed anyone’s company as much as yours. Being with you has always been mentally stimulating, like I’m always playing a mind game. I miss how fast you speak; your choice of words where most of my vocabulary came from; and the topics you want to chew over. I could talk to you for four hours straight without running out of something to discuss about. Well actually, we had been doing that. You have taught me to be more outspoken and direct. And because of your sky-rocketing arrogance, ironically I have learned to be humble. I’ve become comfortable with you and not long after I’ve understood how your...
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Love is such a bittersweet feeling. When you have it you feel alive and free, but when you lose it, its hard to just breathe. I was 14 the last time we were ever considered boyfriend and girlfriend. 14 the last time we held hands or kissed. Im 20 now and for some reason after all that time, i love you. Throughout the years i have watched you, girlfriend after girlfriend, and waited for you to realize how much I love you. I have listened to you talk to them on the phone when you would stay all night with my cousin. I still stay up all night crying over you. I still have dreams of you coming back to me. In the dreams im happier than ive ever been in my life, but when i wake up and reality sets in, the pain overwhelms me. And now your getting married. And every day i realize that you will...
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I'm not the same person I used to be when I was with you. When we were together I was so happy and had such an innocent mindset. Little did I know people are fucked up. You put your entire life in my hands. You made me think I changed you and you were this perfect boyfriend because you were "so in love with me". You are a manipulator and a liar and I want to thank you for doing the things you did to me because now I am a stronger person and I am a smarter person. I now know people don't love the same and people lie. And they lie a lot. You had me thinking I made you so happy, but you also had me thinking I was the only thing that made you happy and for that, I hate you. To feel like you could jeopardize someone's life that you love if you do or say one wrong thing is one of...
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Dear People This is an open letter I am writing after accumulating a lot of courage inside me. Remember that good looking guy, Robbie who ruled every girl’s heart at one point from Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham? Well he’s my ex-boyfriend. We were seeing each other for around an year and that’s when I started noticing the perks of being a failure in industry. I was still a newbie in Mumbai and had been here for only 3 months when one day my friend asked me, “hey you want to meet Vikas Sethi?” I wouldn’t deny the fact that I jumped at the idea. We became very good friends and initially I hadn’t noticed his alcoholism that much. Soon enough he started asking me for money. Correction: After gaining my trust, sympathy, friendship and love...he started asking me for money and time and...
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Hey, I hope you’re doing fine. It’s been weeks since I decided that I no longer wanted to be with you. Although it hurts most of the times, I am also doing fine. All this time that I’ve had for myself has allow me to dig deeper into the circumstances that lead to our separation. I understand you think I gave up so easily, and trust me, I would probably think the same had it been the other way around, but that is not the case. You see, I was naive and failed to realize that you already had a relationship with someone else. The red flags were there since the first time we hang out together, but I failed to see them. Allow me to explain. Remember the first time we met? I do. I was nervous and glad at the same time. Nervous because I didn’t know what to expect, and glad because I...
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Dear ex boyfriend- I want to start off by saying thank you for all the great times we had together. It was amazing to have a prom date like you, and someone who seemed to truly care about me. I appreciated all the things you did for me, (Helping me carry my dress at prom, cute notes in my locker, Subway cookies when I was in a bad mood, and the expensive steak meals you always wanted to buy me). It was fun to cruise around, and have you right by my side. You also always said the kindest the things when I was feeling down or insecure, and you made me feel loved. Then the arguing and fighting started. I'll admit I was probably at fault for all of the arguing at first. I also acted jealous when you were with a bunch of friends and girls were there snapchatting me. It wasn't that I...
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Hello to anyone whos gonna read this,just bear with me. I have lived a real crazy life,always struggling to make ends meet. Ive worked since i was 16,all these odd and end jobs just ti struggle even more. I wanted to finish school but life had other plans for me. I was in school in newyork ready to start high school when my dad decided to buy a house in puerto rico to send my mom and me over there to start a new life. The real reason we left cause my evil aunt,moms sister,was a down right cunt who is greedy and thought she was better than everyone. She was jealous at the fact that my mother married my dad and he provided for all of us,he wanted my mother to stay home and raise me and my sister. My mom graduated from high school and by far was no dummy. My aunt is one if those carrer...
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Hey Babygirl. Mommy loves you so very much you know that right? As much as I wish you could be here, I know that the life you're living up there is far more beautiful than any life you could have lived here. I think about you everyday, you know? When i wake up and even when I go to sleep. You're always on my mind mama. Sometimes when I see babies that are the age you would be right now, I start picturing what you would have looked like. Of course I got pictures when you were in Mommy's tummy, but they can only show me so much when I feel sad. I know sometimes I get sad, but it's not your fault. Actually none of this was your fault and If you ever get sad, I dont want you to think that it was, okay? You know how much Mommy loves you. I loved you before I even met you...
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Dear future husband, I can't wait to meet you. I really, really can't. You see I am in a state of unshakable confusion and sadness at this moment... a way of being I have learnt to accept as normal. And I guess I just want to break away from it and come running to you, whoever you may be. My ex broke my heart a few months ago... he broke it twice actually. Once when he left me for his wife again and more recently when he left her for someone else. I can't stop thinking about him. The way he walks, that smile he gives when he tilts his head to the side, his laugh, the knack he had acquired of making me feel safe in those gorgeous arms and the way he would make me crazy for him. He was my first love you see... and that's always intense isn't it. It's not so much that he's the...
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Our Dearest Deorr Kunz Jr, Wow! We are coming up on a year since you have disappeared. My heart breaks for you even though I never knew you. I ask myself why do I feel so deep for this little baby boy who I never even known. Then I hear the clanking of little tiny cars, the rummaging through a toy box full of cars, and I see these tiny little hands holding the cars one by one, concentrating so hard on which car he will whip through the air while making car sounds. This is my baby boy, he has fluffy blonde hair, the cutest smile and a love for cars just like you. This I believe is what draws me into you, and makes my heart ache so desperately for closure. Not just closure for us (the strangers who have fell in love with you), but closure for your innocent family who have without a...
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