Broken Hearts

As I sit and write this I look at the clock and its 11:35pm on August 10,2016. That means in exactly 25 minutes my little sister would've been turning 18 years old. Tiffany would've been starting her senior year in high school. She would've been dating, working, and so much more. If not for YOUR one mistake. 6 years ago on May 20,2010 my sister left for school and never made it back home. Tiffany was 11 years old. She had her whole life ahead of her. She was loving, funny, stubborn but most of all she was loved!! Loved by so many. It was your job as a bus driver to make sure every child was seated before you pulled away. Yet you didn't. My sister was being a child. She had an impulsive moment where she stuck her head out the window to yell goodbye to her friend. You cut a 30ft...
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Heartbreak. It sucks right? Recently I got my own dose of it that I never saw coming in a million years. When my five and a half year relationship ended I was left with empty dreams, a broken engagement, and a wedding dress hanging in my closet. I kept replaying scenarios in my head over and over thinking of different things I could have done to try and save the relationship. Maybe that is where you are at now. Maybe you're kicking yourself, blaming yourself, doubting your worth, wondering what was the point of it all. Stop. I know more than anyone how bad it hurts, I won't sugar coat that. I don't know you, but I hate this for you. I hate that you're hurting like I did. I hate that a stupid boy failed to see your true value. But at the same time, I'm so happy for you. You see, a...
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I don't know how or when did it started . Some people got confused, became supportive but most of them, unfavorable. We started as friends. Normal conversations everyday, laughs and jokes, bondings. But I'm started to feel changes. I've got more question to myself. I've got jealous, affected and even smiling everytime i saw you. But all question left unanswered. All i know is that I'm beginning to have feelings for you. Not as friend, but more than that. I'm a little bit confused because this is my first involvement on same sexuallty. Yes I'm a girl. I had boyfriends in the past and I've experinced sex. At first I want to tell you what inside me. I want to say I like you. But I don't want to ruin our friendship so I've decided to keep it to myself. But one...
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Dear Universe, I have read about this phenomenon whereby whatever you ask for comes to fruition. Your dreams become reality and your wishes are fulfilled. I guess I am in need of something right now and I don't know who else to ask. My heart is broken. Tatty, scarred, crushed and I have tried everything to fix it up and mend it. But to no avail. I hereby ask you to send me an angel who will look after me, heal me, make me laugh, make my days bright and help me realise why my previous relationship didn't work out. I would love to meet someone who looks after me and knows how to treat me. But I cant wait very long. With each day the pressure mounts and I just need to be freed. I suppose after trying everything else, I feel that perhaps a new man to stamp out the old is...
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Dear Bimz Hi. Its been a while. Two years in fact since you got married and left. And 1 year and 1 month since you last contacted me. Firstly, I know you are facing turmoil in your marriage and there are issues with your husband which you are tying to deal with. I hear you're trying to sort this all on your own too. You always were brave! I wish you had come to me and told me what was going on in your life rather than shutting me out. I heard that you are pregnant too. The joy I felt when I heard this news was as though it were me myself about to face the joys of a new arrival! We were more like sisters than best friends after all. We'd talk every day, we'd send each other silly pictures that would never make sense to another human being! We'd stay up late into the...
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To those who couldn’t stick around and to the World, To the ones I loved that couldn’t stay: I miss you. I’m happy your pain is over but it doesn’t make you being gone hurt any less. As different as I thought we were, the older I get and the more I look at myself the more I see you. I wasn’t ready for you to go but now I realize that it wasn’t “Good Bye”. I’ll see you all again, not in this life but in a better one. There is so many things I want to tell you but it will have to wait for now. It’s hard moving on but I’ll be alright. Your memory gives me strength. I love you. To the ones that didn’t want to stay: Thanks for the kindness you showed for a while. You meet a lot of people in a lifetime and unfortunately most of them don’t make it past the first fork in the road. I...
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To those who couldn’t stick around and to the World, To the ones I loved that couldn’t stay: I miss you. I’m happy your pain is over but it doesn’t make you being gone hurt any less. As different as I thought we were, the older I get and the more I look at myself the more I see you. I wasn’t ready for you to go but now I realize that it wasn’t “Good Bye”. I’ll see you all again, not in this life but in a better one. There is so many things I want to tell you but it will have to wait for now. It’s hard moving on but I’ll be alright. Your memory gives me strength. I love you. To the ones that didn’t want to stay: Thanks for the kindness you showed for a while. You meet a lot of people in a lifetime and unfortunately most of them don’t make it past the first fork in the road. I’m not...
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I’m sorry for what I did. It was not my intent to hurt you at all, I was just trying to be there for you during a hard time (one I won’t describe since I was sworn to secrecy and I haven’t and won’t tell a soul). You even unfriended me, adding to the already hostile feeling of our last conversation. There were things I said that were weird that I shouldn’t have said, and I probably shouldn’t have even tried to say anything at all. But you expect to destroy my world and think we’re gonna shake hands? Just because something bad happens to you doesn’t mean you can go into people’s lives like a tornado and destroy all that’s holding them together. That is what you’ve done to me the past few months. Before I met you, I was without hope. I had a hard childhood, with an emotionally and...
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To the girl who dates my ex girlfriend, be aware that there's a lot of wonderful and beautiful things about her. She sometimes likes to sleep in but do not be annoyed with her if she wakes you up early in the morning, she wants to spend more time with you, and let her. When she doesn't want you to go home right away when it starts getting late, spend a few more minutes with her, she just doesn't want you to leave. When you both have days off make sure you wake up early to go see her, it means the absolute world to her. Remind her every single day that she is beautiful, most of the time she doesn't feel like she is, but reminders really do help her. Don't get mad at her for what she wears and the pictures she takes of herself, it makes her feel a little more confident in herself after...
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I wish I would have told myself that I was too young. in middle school when I was talking to boys I didn't know online, I wish I would have told myself that I was too young. I wish that when I was in eighth grade and saw a boy's private parts for the first time, I could've told my younger self that I was too young. I wish that at 15 I would have known that I was too young. That even though "everyone" around me was doing it, I was too young. I was not ready, and he was not that dreamy. I wish I would have known that I was too young to be falling "in love" and having sex to prove it. I wish that I could tell my 15 year old self that him breaking up with me because of the "sexual tension" in our relationship was a blessing, not a reason to give him every piece of me. I wish I would...
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