Broken Hearts

Why god? Why? Didn't you create me with love? Why so much disappointment? Am i asking for something which is not possible? Am i asking for more then i deserve? Can't you give me the reason.. why me God? What else you can expect from a girl who just got rejected nth number of time. I too had dreams ... i too had desires.. like other girls i always had daydreams about future and my love life... but as the time moved on... reality hit me hard... i met with a guy named ahil through social networking site and within just short span of time we became very good friends.. after 6 months of our friendship , first time we exchanged contact numbers and started talking over calls.. it was a beautiful period .. we used to call each other friends but it was something more then a friendship .. after a...
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This is to tell you what you can't (or won't) hear right now. I don't blame you. I loved him, too. A part of me still does, and probably always will, even though I don't want to. This is because I can't warn you. You wouldn't believe me. You would think I'm a crazy stalker ex. You would think it's weird that I know your name. But the thing is, that when someone discards you so completely the way he does, when someone you love completely, completely destroys you in every single way possible, you do start to go a little crazy. You question everything. You wonder if he's done this before. You wonder and wonder and wonder, until you start looking for clues, to make sense of any tiny piece that you can. You grasp at whatever you can to try to understand. This is because I can'...
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I'm hurting too. I know that's selfish to say, and I know my actions were wrong, but my heart aches too. My feelings were real and I know what you are going through, to doubt when someone tells you they care for you. I know what you think of me now and I have to face that because of the choices I've made in loving a man that I knew belonged to you, I have become those names you called me. That makes the sting worse because I know I can never change that. I want you to know I knew better and I will never try to justify my actions to you, I admit my wrongs. Hurting you like this was never my intentions. He was always meant to be yours despite the way he spoke to me and made me feel. Each time he tells me he needs me still, it drives the knife in my chest a little further knowing what it's...
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My Dear One, Many years have passed since the night you left me. I made you believe that I didn't care. The truth is, you broke my heart and my soul. For months, I felt lost and desperate, wondering how things could have turned out this way. Sometimes, the pain was so excruciating I couldn't breath anymore. You were my everything: the first boy I dated, had sex with, lived with and loved with all my strength. You were my best friend. I was just a 14-year-old girl when our relationship began. A part of myself died when you left. For years, I've been sure that you'd be my husband one day. We had all those dreams. Move to that beautiful city we were so fond of, buy a farmhouse, travel the world, have three children, a cat and a rabbit. I remember that on my 15th birthday, you promised...
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To all of you out there that think that I’m not grieving properly for my partner. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you don’t see me every evening when I put my son to bed. I’m sorry that for the first few months after he died you didn’t see me when I had to get the kid his usual 4am bottle. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you aren’t here to witness the lost look on my face when I close the blinds each night. I’m sorry that you’re only idea of grief is the floods of tears kind. That I’ve disappointed you by not falling apart. I’m sorry that you see me with my makeup on and you presume that I just don’t care. Maybe I wear that to maintain a sense of normality. Maybe things aren’t so simple. Not so black and white. I’m not sorry that you haven’t had to go through what I’ve been through. I’m...
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I didn't write this down to discourage you from him, First of all, Congratulations, 'cause yea, you win this time. seriously, when he chooses you over me I really felt sad and broke. but even if we admit it or not its not your fault for falling in love with him, like who wouldn't fall in love with the man who is with you now. I felt like my world stop, I already built my future with him and we almost made it but suddenly you came and our story ended just like that. don't be sad when he's playing video game and when he doesnt give you any attention, he's just like that but trust me he knows what you are doing and what you are thinking :) funny how I still able to forgive him after all. but I guess that's when you know you really did loved someone, being able to forgive him despite...
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After waiting almost four years to be with him, and telling yourself "I won't do anything to screw this up", you did. In as little as two months. And your entire world came crashing down on a Monday afternoon. You dont know why you lied, and most of all you want to take it back. You screamed and cried when he left. And the day you went to get your stuff, you were okay till about halfway home.. but by 12:30am on Friday. Your mind was in a completely different place. And although you miss him dearly. And are now bored to death every night. Your heart and mind are in a slightly peaceful state. He said "I do love you, I never said I didn't" and he told someone you talk to about everything that he does love you, but can't trust you. And that you have to show he can trust you again. And he'...
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A Letter to You… To you, my best friend, my only kiss, my first love… this is for you. You were my soulmate. My partner in crime. When I was next to you I felt like I could conquer the world. I remember the good times. The late nights, the face-times, the laughs. I remember us belting out songs in your truck, I remember me standing out your sunroof as we drove along the beach, I remember us swing dancing on my porch, I remember deep talks, I remember tearful goodbyes… I remember it all. Now every day I wish I could forget you. I wish that every single song that comes on the radio didn’t have a piece of you in it. I can’t wait until the day when I can look at a piece of the past and not see you in it, hear a new song without wanting to make you learn it so we can sing it together...
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I remember when we weren’t best friends when we were simply strangers bumping into each other. You and I simply bumped each other here and there. You were there but you were not at the same time. Then one day we simply clicked and you told me your name. Depression. Nice to meet you! You knew everything about me but, I knew nothing about you yet we became friends anyways. You cheered me on over and over again every time I lowered a razor on my skin. You watched me as I cried and you told me everything would be alright. You make me feel alive and full yet I am slowly emptying. We had our arguments and we broke up a few times but you managed to slither your way back in telling me you would do better and that you would be there whenever I needed you. I believed you and we stayed...
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Before you I always thought missing someone was the worst pain someone could feel. But once you left, I realized missing someone hurts but knowing you’re not being missed by someone you can barely breathe without, kills you. June 20th was the day I met you. You asked me on a date to dinner and a movie. I will never forget that night because it was perfect, almost too perfect. I was the happiest girl ever when I was with you. Everyday we would happen to be together. We became best friends who could tell each other everything, and soon girlfriend and boyfriend. We were dating for about 3 weeks, when I got asked by you and your family to go on vacation with you. 10 days on your houseboat at Lake Cumberland, Kentucky. We were inseparable. From sunrise to dusk, we were side by side. Every...
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