Broken Hearts

Today, Sunday november 13th, made me think. It made me think about all of you, it made me think about myself. I thought about the evanescence of my fursona, and the person that's behind it. The first part of this letter is dedicated to you, my friends. My days are, indeed, counted. Some of you already know this. I will eventually move on and leave the cove behind. And this day seems to come sooner than i hoped. It's a day of no return. And we will all not return, some day. Some of us get banned. Some of us find another chatroom and some of us just quit the whole fandom. It made me think. As superfical as it sounds, the answer is quite simple: I thank and love you all for the time I was able to spend with you*. When I turn around and look at the past, look at the way we went...
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i met you in 7th grade. we were good friends, i guess you could say. you would support me at my basketball games. i would look over in the stands and see you cheering me on.  i guess our problem was that we fell in love too young. we started dating the summer going into freshman year. you came to my house everyday, nearly, and we would hang out on the trampoline, swim in the pool, or ride a boat (or kiddie pool used as a boat) down the river. everything we done together was so much fun.  you made me the happiest girl on earth. we spent most of our time laughing and cuddling. we would fall asleep outside on the trampoline most nights, just watching the stars. i felt the happiest in your arms. you never failed to make me feel happy, or beautiful. with you, i always had a smile on my...
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This is my opinion, my ideas and only mine. For everyone protesting the election. This is enough. The greatest thing about this country is FREEDOM. We have the right to burn the American Flag which disgusts me because of EVERYONE, all races, sexes and religions who have fought and died for our rights. You want to burn the symbol of freedom just because you lost an election??? What is the problem? You are the only ones entitled to an opinion and to elect the next president? Were you voting for Hillary because she was a woman or because you thought she was the right person for the job? Think long and hard about the answer to that question because before you become offended, I am a middle-aged white, fairly well-educated woman and I didn't vote for her because I didn't...
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You, It's been a year already, I moved on and I can confidently say that I am totally healed but I can still feel the guilt for living you behind. It is the right thing to do, we both know that. We also both know that you are just too weak to handle me. I can't live with a guy who is not even having his own decisions and dream in life... Well, yeah you have dreams but you are not even making a single step to reach it. You're just literally dreaming. I know I am being unfair but you know that I can't let anybody to hold me down. Not even you. I think, I did love you and I also think that I've been a good girlfriend to you. I have given you my all. I tried to convince myself that you are enough but truly, I know deeply that you are not. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for breaking your heart badly...
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You, I do not exactly understand why you're thinking that way. You told me that you will be just "toxic" for me. You didn't even give me the chance. You just assumed. It hurts me because you are all I ever wanted and I know somehow it crossed your mind that there could be an "us". You've always been so good to me. We shared a lot of things, experiences, even our own lives. Why can't you just drop it all those excuses and at least follow what your heart is telling you? Yes, I am like this... I am like that... but didn't you even realize? You are one of the reasons why I am reached all of these. You keep on slapping me the things that I achieved, but you're not even giving me the chance to at least achieve the man that I love. Sometimes, I'm thinking how stupid these achievements...
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Listen. I still love you. I've always loved you, from the second we sat next to each other in 1st period English. I loved you when all of our friends pooled our money to buy you the one Hetalia thing you wanted for Christmas. I loved you when you laughed and when you cried. I loved you when you brought me flowers you grew in you backyard and told me you loved me, and I remember loving you so much that I had a video prepared. It was me, playing guitar and singing a sappy love song I found on Youtube. I remember that the composer's name was Dodie Clark. You were the first girl I admitted to myself that I loved after a childhood of catholic schools and normalcy. I feel like I should hate you for throwing me into a world of not knowing who I was and stress over if you loved me back. But...
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You know who you are. He still has fears about cheating and he still looks back and is hurt of the thought of you cheating on him. You didn't deserve him. He would go out of the way for you and treat you like a princess but all you could do was be with other guys. He's a great person, an amazing boyfriend but above all that he's the most forgiving person I have met. You aren't here anymore, you aren't part of his life anymore. I don't know what you are up to or how you are doing but I hope that the fact that you cheated on him stays with you forever. I hope that you never know what it feels like to be cheated on, because it hurts. I hope you are doing well and I hope you have everything you want. He forgives you. I know he does. He regrets the relationship but he...
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You were my best friend... I told you all my secrets and you told me yours.. We have been best friends for 15 years and this is how you decide to end our friendship? YOU STABBED ME THEN PRETEND YOU WERE THE ONE BLEEDING! It wasn't your place to do what you did. You ripped my family from under my feet. I was with him for 6 years and have our son together and you decided it was your place to say shit. The worst part of it all was that we weren't even fighting or anything. But you know what?? Karma will take care of you. You cannot pour out that much negativity without absorbing some yourself. My son doesn't have his dad around now because of you. I went through that breakup ALL ALONE WITH NO ONE TO TURN TO. I couldn't go to you, you were with my now ex boyfriend. You both...
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I drive by a broken tree every day, we are both split down the middle, but it is not as broken as I. I drive by a lantern hung in your memory, the only difference between I and the lantern is - I do not light up anymore. I drive by tragedy , I put my head down, I close my eyes. I try not to think of your pain. I go to our home - but what is home without you? It is your scent without your presence. It is a longing for your touch. I hear you pulling into the driveway - but it's not you, What a somber feeling. An echoing in my ears. I see your book - where you left off, you'll never finish that chapter. You'll never finish the last page. Your favorites - I know them like the back of my hand, Colors, flavors, places. They make me feel frail, A...
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Tony Miller, You lied to me. Lied. We shared moments that brought my heart unknown joy. I used to google "best boyfriend ever" just because he made me so happy. All I do now is google "what happened to my boyfriend" and "where did the love of my life go?" etc. I waited for you to get things together for 2.5 years and fulfill your promises - you called me your future wife and the love of your life. You drove a bus part-time and were the love of my life. Even though you spent your time smoking, drinking and playing basketball instead of bettering your situation, getting an education or applying for full-time jobs - I loved you for who you were. And you lied. I called you my hero and you lied. You promised to marry, spend the rest of your life with me and said all of you loved...
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